Never let your prayin' knees get lazy

Ahhh, so if you read my post yesterday, then I'm sure you're wondering what in the world is going on in my life. It's nothing terrible, just change. Change is good, but change is rarely easy. I've moved around a lot since high school, but this has definitely been the most challenging. My fiance has been incredible. He supports me, encourages me, and puts his arms around me when I cry. I can't imagine how he feels and I feel terrible for feeling this way. I consider myself a strong person, but there are just some days that you NEED to cry! And then...after you cry, and cry, and cry..then you stop and you figure out what you are going to do! Today I went to work and tried to smile as much as possible. Our custodian makes my day. He's one of the only people I see throughout the day, and he always makes me smile. Sometimes just a , "Good morning Brooke," is the only thing I need to get me through the day. My boss has been really nice, too. I guess I'm just frustrated because I keep having to re-do my work. I don't like being wrong. I don't like my imperfections! Ugh! So today, I went to the gym. Let me tell you a little secret...if you are stressed, don't eat to solve the problem...WORK OUT! It is the best feeling and when you are upset and you can just go! Today, I did 6 miles on the elliptical! Oh endorphins! (Well, that plus wine, oreos, and chocolate covered strawberries)! I've got some serious soul searching to do, praying, and writing. Yep, writing is my absolute passion. I hope to pursue it...one day. I'm going to end with some lyrics that I heard the other day. They're from Lee Brice's song "Love like crazy." Take the advice...

Be a best friend, tell the truth
And overuse "I love you"
Go to work, do your best
Don't outsmart your common sense
Never let your prayin' knees get lazy
And love like crazy